I thought...

I thought I'm healthy, but I'm not..
I thought I'm decisive, but I'm not..
I thought I'm strong, but I'm not..
I thought I could handle problems on my own, but I can't..
I thought I'm financially independent, but I'm not..
I realize that I'm not what I thought I am to be..
I'm a nobody, I can accomplish nothing..
I can mess up even the simplest task, such as studies..
What can I do in the future...
What am I suppose to do after I graduate...
I'm left with only one year now...

There goes, my nerves are not functioning normally again..