Quick Updates

Yesterday, I went to Pulau Ubin for some cycling and games, now I'm heading to Mersing of Malaysia for breakfast. Isn't fun?!?! Haha~ I rally had a lot of fun this weekend. For more details, I'll fill them in after I return from my trip.
I'm so happy~~~

Shame

Just now, I just saw the most disgusting thing ever. The bully is actually asking help from the victim. Can anyone believe it?!?! I really wanna laugh out loud, real loud. It's so dusgusting, the moment they needed help, they would act as though you are their friend. When they no longer need you to finish up their projects, they would outcast you. *SNORTS*

My ITP

SobZ*~ My ITP company is out.. The company is called Oak Systems Pte Ltd, it is situated at stanley street. After checking it up at streetdirectory.com, I still have no idea where is the exact location. Haiz~
I think I'm basically announcing it to the whole world about my ITP company. So far, I have not known anyone that has been posted to the same company as me. I'm panicking. My class has been posted everywhere... There are those posted to SimLim, M1, and a number of I-don't-know-what company. But basically, they are mostly IT companies.

school~

OMG.. I think I'm rotting already. I came all the way from my home to attend one IT lecture. The reason that I went to this lecture is because the lecturer is my tutor and he is a super nice guy. He is so nice that I think half the class people are like sorta bullying him. Last week, when I went for hihs lecture, there were only seven people in the lecture hall. SEVEN!!! Canm anyone imagine that?!?! Today, I went to the lecture, there were twelve. A pathetic TWELVE, and that includes me. Right now, I'm just rotting in one of the empty classrooms in block 72, waiting or time to pass.. Haiz~ So sad lohz, the whole lecture hall, I'm the only one from my class.. *sad*

100!!

HaHa.. This is my first hundred post since I started blogging in December last year. I've got so much to write about, was wondering of if I should separate them, or just join them all into one. I guess I'll just continue from wher I left in the previous post. On 22 July, Saturday, I went to catch a movie with my boi and a few of his friends. We watched The World's Fastest Indian. Here is the synopsis:
In `60s New Zealand, at the bottom of the world, Burt Munro takes a 1920 Indian motorcycle and, delightfully without resources other than his own obsession and a Kiwi #8 wire mentality, spends his retirement rebuilding the bike and following his dream to go to Speed Week at Salt Lake in Utah. Under funded, without the support of a team and against all the odds he not only makes it to Bonneville, he sets a national land speed record, not once, but again and again.













My boi thinks that the show is not too bad, just a little draggy. But in my opinion, I think that the man in the show is strong. I'm not referring to him physically, but his strong determination, will, beliefs and his confidence. I think the man in the show, Burt, is one that evryone should look up to. He's great~ I mean, he's old physically but young in the heart, he's got a close brother who died right in front of his eyes, he had heart problems, he had financial problems, but he overcome all the obstacles. I admire his spirit, his belief, his determination and everything. Thumbz up to Burt!! He broke the records for the following nine years!!

Number 99

This is only my ninty-nine posts. Its finally reaching a hundred..I wonder how long can I keep this as I'm a super duper lazy blogger..So many things have happened over the past one week and I have no idea where to start from. IF I were to start from the beginning, I think its gonna take days for me to finish my blogging. I need to settle down and sort out my thoughts first, one thing for sure is that I'm very happy that my last formal presentation is over, but there's still a big one waving at me right up ahead. In addition, there's still an ERP pratical test, I have no idea how that freaking thing work, but I swear I'll make myself learn it and pass it. I mention that I'm anti-Daryl in my previous post, I said that I'll add in th details, but I decided not to. Why do I even bother to get myself all worked-up over a jerk?!? It's not worth it in any way~ So let's just forget about that, I know very well that the childish idiot will continue with his way, but WHO CARES~ What comes round, goes round. He will get what he deserves. He's treating others in this way, others will treat him in the same way in the future. Let's just leave it to fate. On my part, I'll try my best to forgive him and understand his thinking in the best way I know, but that does not mean that I'll succeed in forgiving him.

Through the week, that idiot in my family keeps giving me trouble. Its not something uncommon, so I think that I'm still able to deal with it and cope pretty well about it. That's about it, TaTa~~

That's it!!

I hereby announce that I am anti-Daryl!! I finally believe in what I'm seeing.. If I've not seen it for myself, I would not have admitted that such species of human actually exists. This idiot here is almost exactly like that Mr Tomato in the ESR thread. I somehow think that they are related one way or another.. Just another asshole with a stick up his ass..Details will be filled in when my presentation is over.. This is the very first time that I actually announce my dislike on someone else.. I'm so glad that I did.

IT meets creativity

I like the one that is using it as a cage..so cute and save money oso...

moi blog~

I guess my blog here looks a little dull in comparison with all the fanciful ones. But hey, this is my blog, so I'll do my way.. Alright, just a quick update, I had a haircut yeswterday, freaked myself out this morning when I walk past my mirror..My boi commented on my hair that I look a little like the Boo-Chan(阿呆) from Crayon Shinchan(蜡笔小新) from a distance.. *diaoz*
This is BooChan~












I have yet to reach a hundred posts despite my 6 month archive..It goes to show that I'm a lazy blogger..
Going to school now, tata people...

Freaking week

I just had an extraordinarily busy week swtarting from last friday. Over the week, I had lots of projects presentation and deadlines to meet. Ok. I have no idea where to start from already!! In short, its's a disastrous week. I couldn't remember what I have done in the past 7 days, just bits and pieces of it in no exact order.
If I'm not mistaken, our group stayed back in school to do project on Wednesday. From what I remembered, we stayed all the way till 11pm, then at about 8pm+, Samuel and group ordered canadian pizza, and he asked if we wanted. So all of us had pizza as snack, and there's another table having KFC at the same place. By about 9pm, the place is pretty empty and we really did treat it like our home I guess. We walked around with pizza in our mouth and talking when we were chewing on the pizzas. Then Syah and Rach went to get drinks from the vending machine, Vic was there as well, but she didn't stay with us till 11pm. She went back at about 8.45pm as her area was not very safe at night, so we let her leave early. I could have gotten my boi to fetch me, but I didn't. He's not feeling well that night, plus he still need to wake up early the next morning. Not forgetting the part where Carol actually went back to the school just to pass Syah a textbook. HaHa... She has quit school and now, waiting for her degree course to start, which is February next year if not mistaken. She looks so happy~ After Carol came, none of us is in work mode anymore..We just walk around, chatted a little here and there, and we packed up and left after that. The stupid gate is locked, so we just climb over the low railings. It's fun, really. It's been a long time since I did something like this..I used to be jumping over big drains, I even dared some boys to craxl into the big drain with any lights!! HaHA, of course I did, but didn't manage to walk till the end of the drain when I was young..I'm one crazy little fellow, HaHa...
Alright, my eyes are hurting, my head is aching, my back and my feet, basically my aching everywhere..Gotta go now, get some rest and continue on my IS case study..Kinda worried that the guys will not do anything...

what do you see?

What do you see?

One teacher said, "I felt like they were all moving.....but
slowly, kinda like, they were breathing."

The picture attached are used to test the level of stress
a person can handle.

The slower the picture move, the better your ability
of handling stress.

Alleged criminals that were tested see them spinning
around madly; however, senior citizens and kids see
them standing still.

None of the image are animated -- they are perfectly still

"The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing."

family?!?! what a joke..

Don't ever mention all the family ties and stuff like that. They are UGLY!!! All these family stuff are just bullshit!!!Now I"m the butt if joke..heh
The ones that put me down are these so-called family!!! I'm so absolutely freaked out!! Because of all these family, I missed my deadlines because I'm not even at home to submit them.. Because of these family, I've got no time for my own studies.. Because of these family, I hardly have time for friends of my own..Because of these family, I'm always studying and working on my projects at the unearthly hours like 3am!! Why that hour is because, eveyone's asleep!! That's when I can do my work!!! So can someone tell me what is family?!?!? I have totally no idea!!! All these family thingy all driving me crazy!! I've got no one.. ABSOLUTELY NO ONE TO CALL FAMILY!!!
All thanks to THEM that my life ios in such a mess~
CAN SOMEBODY JUST KILL ME!!! I'M WILLING TO PAY YOU~~~

cry me a river

Now, I'm at home with me, myself and I..Oh, and NOBODY..
Facing the stupid computer and the idiotic e-business website and a blaringly loud radio, listening to all the sickeningly sad songs because the rain out there relates to them..

my colour now is grey, so I'm using grey..

YooHoo~~

I pass my BLAW~
I pass my BLAW~
I pass my BLAW~
I pass my BLAW~

OK, I felt as though I'm on cloud 9 right now, ( breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out) I bit stoned, I little dazed, I little.. ermm.. I don't know!! Good gracious~ I only know that when I was sitting for the paper, I was like "Freaks!! I can't cough out what-ever that I've memorised" and "Good gracious~ Did I just fell asleep??? Why my paper got drawings siaz??". I'm so freaked out.. OK, conclusion: I'm so happy

*I've got myself a pair of glasses, stay tuned for more of the nerdy pictures.

BaBieszZ..

Last but not least, is Baby Faye from ermm.. the ESR family?? Afterall, her Daddy'is part of the big ESR family..




She's adorable.. At one point of time, its just me staring at her and she staring at me..No idea what she's looking at, but I know I'm just looking at her..

P.S I'm supposed to be doing my 3000 words report, but due to renovation works that is going on in the apartment below mine, I can't concentrate on doing anything at all..

BaBieszZ..

PICTURE BLOGGING!!
Here's my favourite part.. I like to look at blogs with lots and lots of pictures.. But I'll separate them accodring to categories or several entries..

He's cute, aren't he?? I carried him the other day.. HaHa~ When I told him "come baby, jie jie bao bao.." he jump into my arms.. *victory to me

Up next is Yaxuan, she's Anna newborn daughter..

She's so friendly, can even open her eyes and wave hi to the camera..

Terrible Sunday

I just realize that I'm in no mood to blog for the past few days..Haven't been myself for the past few days..Perhaps I shall start from Sunday, the day that spoil half my week..
On Sunday, I woke up feeling happy because I working day is over, and that I'm having my favourite dance lesson in a few hours time..But something I hated happened..That idiot in my family (referring to my turning 21 brother) tried to pick up a fight early on a sunday morning, spoiler..If just pick up fights, I'm fine. What disgust me more is that he denied the comtributions that I've made to the family, he denied the help that I have made to my mum AND the family, he criticized me, he simply shoot off without going through his bloody brain!! I am kind enough to not fight with him and just walk away..But the funny thing is that, he thinks that I'm admitting defeat when I walk away..For heaven's sake, I'm being so gentlemenly when in the first place I am NOT A GENTLEMEN!!! I'm trying to keep the peace of the family on a sunny Sunday, and there the destroyer is flauting around, thinking that he's won.. But anyway, the family thought that I was in the wrong when I clam my mouth shut. I know what is gonna happen if I were to continue to fight for my innocence, so I left the situation as it is and simply walk away. Then everyone started blaming me for starting the fight!! OH MY GOD~ That is the most absurd thing that I've ever heard~ I help them, I spare a thought for them, I contribute my own pay for them, and this is what I get in return... Then I guess god is really not fair to me at all.. At that moment, I could feel tears welling up, so I went straight into my room, shut my door, get prepared for my lessons, controlling my tears and not let them fall, all at the same time. Then i went out of the room and swallowed my breakfast. I felt terrible the whole afternoon as I have a gastric in weak condition, I tried to keep my mood up as I am meeting my boi. The dance lesson and my boi did lift up my mood a little, but I didn't get to spend the whole day with my boi. He's meeting the ESR kaki to go to a birthday party, although I longed for his company, I did not ask him to skip the party and stay by my side. Its not being fair to him afterall.. He volunteered to send me home, but I insisted on taing a bus home on my own, so he sent me to the bus stop. At the bus-stop, he brought up the morning incident that spoil my day, my firewall went down the drain.. I started to tear even before I knew it. I could have forgotten the whole matter after the bus trip if he hadn't brought it up..but he still did. When I realized that I couldn't stop the tears from flowing, I chased him away. Throughout the journey, the tears just keep rolling down my cheeks, and I started blaming the air-conditioning, the air quality, the lights, basically everything! Obviously I knew its just me, I took the bus from AMK, past by my place, to Clementi and from Clementi back to my place. I had wanted to go up Mt Faber initially, but as my bag is pretty heavy, I drop the idea.. I;m already quite shackled by all the tearing that doesn't seem to stop. I simply don't understand where does all the tears comew from. As I look out of the bus, I kept seeing fresh tears making their way out of the corner of my eyes from the reflection. Perhaps the tears are all the reason required to keep people away from sitting near me. Throughout the whole back and fro journey, the seats behind, beside and in front of me are all empty..I'm having my contact lenses on, so at the end of the day, my eyes hurts like mad. The pain drives me crazy!! I told nobody about it, but I guess its a little eye infection, I'm quite sick for the next two days.. I keep telling myself that I'm a survivor~ I'm a survivor~ and that nothing can bring me down~ I managed to keep my tears to myself after I got home at about 9pm+ ( I was at the AMK bus-stop at 5pm+). But all the tears ran free once again when I was on my bed that night. I woke up the next day with puffy, red eyes and a splitting headache..

That was only Sunday, but I couldn't remember much for the next few days.. Only someone from Zorpia offering me money to have sex with him.. Being me, I turned it down.. God knows, I might go to him, but not when I'm perfectly sane though..HaHaHaHa~~