family?!?! what a joke..

Don't ever mention all the family ties and stuff like that. They are UGLY!!! All these family stuff are just bullshit!!!Now I"m the butt if joke..heh
The ones that put me down are these so-called family!!! I'm so absolutely freaked out!! Because of all these family, I missed my deadlines because I'm not even at home to submit them.. Because of these family, I've got no time for my own studies.. Because of these family, I hardly have time for friends of my own..Because of these family, I'm always studying and working on my projects at the unearthly hours like 3am!! Why that hour is because, eveyone's asleep!! That's when I can do my work!!! So can someone tell me what is family?!?!? I have totally no idea!!! All these family thingy all driving me crazy!! I've got no one.. ABSOLUTELY NO ONE TO CALL FAMILY!!!
All thanks to THEM that my life ios in such a mess~
CAN SOMEBODY JUST KILL ME!!! I'M WILLING TO PAY YOU~~~