talking about hospitals..

Actually, I don't really have very much faith and confidence in local hospitals and doctors. I thought that such things only happens in those drama and TV serials, but it has happened. Right here, in my family!! Those so-called doctors made a mistake in diagnosing my grandmother, telling her that she's suffering from cancer and has a tumor in her body. But when they operated, there was nothing there at all!!! Thoses shmeless organisation still has the cheek to charge a few thousand dollars for their mistake!! I don't understand!! I think I'm gonna piclk up more of the law knowledge, so that I can help those that has suffered due to the insufficient experience and knowledge of those doctors. My grandmother DID NOT die from cancer, she died from depression and under-nourishment. She's such a healthy and prominent women. My dad still grieves over her, even after so many years. I was born 1 week after her death. There are people in the neighbourhood that thinks that I am a jinx to her, some thinks that she reincarnated in me. I don't care. This is not the only one, I've got another TWO relatives that has suffered under the so-called advancement of medical science.. That's why I don't like doctors. That's why I have no trust and confidence in them treating my granny, dearest to me. Everytime I recall her holding my hand when I was young, I'll have the very strong urge to cry. She's like a child now, remembering only events that happen a very long time ago. She still thinks that she's in China, she came to Singapore with my grandpa when she was young. I miss her so much~ But I dare not go and visit her, to see her~ I;m afraid~ Right now, I felt moisture in my eyes again..Seeing her in this state, I couldn't bear to let her suffer, yet I can't bear to let her leave me..I felt lumps forming in my throat.. I wonder how long I can take this, I have no idea how many times things like that will happen again..Perhaps its just me being emotional.. ..