1 2 3
I just wanna scream my lungs out and shout my heart out!! I NEED TO DESTRESS!!!
First, when I was on the bus just now, I saw this old lady, in her 70s, boarding the bus. The bus was crowded then, no one gave up their seat to this old lady(I was already standing, so there's nothing I can do). Absolutely NO ONE stood up to give up their seat. What's more, its all those youngsters on the bus, mostly boarded the bus at my school bus stop..Until later, one auntie in her 40s gave up her seat. She was carrying 2 handful of groceries and it looks so heavy..I seriously think that the youngsters should be re-educated. They simply have got no much moral values.
Second thing, I'm really fuming mad when my younger sister change a new phone. I;m not angry that she's changing a new phone. It's just that she changed one that is exactly the same as mine, even the colour is the same. It's not this that make me angry, it's just that I paid for my last three phone myself(including this one) but my younger sister haven't paid for a single phone herself. Even after she started working, she is still not paying for her own stuff. This time, my dad paid for her phone. Don't I hate this?!?! She's so spoilt!!! I hate that!!!
I've been independent since I was 10!!!I've been taking care of other people since I-don't-know-when!!!I've been financially independent ever since I got my first pay!!! I simply don't understand!!! Why are they treating me like that?!?!? What's the problem?!?Is it me?!? If not, who else?!?!
I'm tired~ All I needed is a shoulder to lean on... ...I need a rest...
Thirdly, I'm looking for another job. But all the job offers are $5 per hour. I need to find a job with a higher pay. I wanna rely on nobody!!! I'm not gonna trust anymore.. I just discover that it's actually not easy to trust. You trust, what you get in the end, is an accusation, a blame to shoulder..
Its not worth it. I finally understood that I have only myself to trust, only myself to rely on. Those closest to you may not be those that can be trusted.
Everything seems to be weighing me down. I have no idea how much longer I can take it. I'm like the angel with broken wings, unable to fly, unable to get any help..Totally fallen...
First, when I was on the bus just now, I saw this old lady, in her 70s, boarding the bus. The bus was crowded then, no one gave up their seat to this old lady(I was already standing, so there's nothing I can do). Absolutely NO ONE stood up to give up their seat. What's more, its all those youngsters on the bus, mostly boarded the bus at my school bus stop..Until later, one auntie in her 40s gave up her seat. She was carrying 2 handful of groceries and it looks so heavy..I seriously think that the youngsters should be re-educated. They simply have got no much moral values.
Second thing, I'm really fuming mad when my younger sister change a new phone. I;m not angry that she's changing a new phone. It's just that she changed one that is exactly the same as mine, even the colour is the same. It's not this that make me angry, it's just that I paid for my last three phone myself(including this one) but my younger sister haven't paid for a single phone herself. Even after she started working, she is still not paying for her own stuff. This time, my dad paid for her phone. Don't I hate this?!?! She's so spoilt!!! I hate that!!!
I've been independent since I was 10!!!I've been taking care of other people since I-don't-know-when!!!I've been financially independent ever since I got my first pay!!! I simply don't understand!!! Why are they treating me like that?!?!? What's the problem?!?Is it me?!? If not, who else?!?!
I'm tired~ All I needed is a shoulder to lean on... ...I need a rest...
Thirdly, I'm looking for another job. But all the job offers are $5 per hour. I need to find a job with a higher pay. I wanna rely on nobody!!! I'm not gonna trust anymore.. I just discover that it's actually not easy to trust. You trust, what you get in the end, is an accusation, a blame to shoulder..
Its not worth it. I finally understood that I have only myself to trust, only myself to rely on. Those closest to you may not be those that can be trusted.
Everything seems to be weighing me down. I have no idea how much longer I can take it. I'm like the angel with broken wings, unable to fly, unable to get any help..Totally fallen...
posted by SuLian at 5:59 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home