I don't know what to do...

Firstly, my original plan was to take part in the 2-dance category of the dancesport exam, but its seems to be unachievable..If I reallly wanna do that, I'll have to do private lesson twice each week...And I'll have to pay another hundred odd bucks, the exam costs 8pounds, which is about SGD$15...So I'm already so broke, its not a possible option..Felt my dream shattered by reality once again...

Secondly, I didn't mean to throw tantrum, I just felt a little frustration rising in me, I have got totally no idea what's wrong with me..I guess I'm just tired..Partly because I'm gonna work from 9am to 10.30pm every Saturday, I obviously know that I no longer enjoy working there with all those low-down rodent, despicable creep, but I've got no choice. I need a job, I need an income, I need to pay for my school textbooks, I need to pay for my school fees, I need some pocket money, I need to keep up with my dance..